seniors' page revisited

uhm... i dunno what you guys are talking about, cos i tried the right click and save as tactic and it worked. save it on your pc. go on. it's perfectly safe.

but you don't have to...

the map

many many thanks to taskeen for giving me the link to world66, which generated the maps that you see on the left.

the red areas are the places that i've been, and the dark gray areas are the places that i want to go (although i don't think you can see them). dang.

anyway, you can check out my world66 site. there's not much in it yet, but... anyway...

drifting...

i feel so untethered, and not in a good way. i don't know what is, what was, who or what i am, or what i think or what i should think, feel or should feel.

i don't feel relevant or real. like i'm a non-person.

because i am a non-person, even if don't want to be. but i am.

 

evil incarnate

theo teacher. nuff said.

a natural high

the most wonderful natural high for me is plotting and planning all the fun places i'm going to go after i graduate and free from scholarly obligations.

i was such a geek last night, looking for apartments and jobs in new york, checking out the pictures and the prices (it's expensive! i never knew renting could be so expensive...), and the salaries of jobs i could get.

i've explained before this need for me to get out there. i love my family and the philippines and all, but i just want to experience a new, different life before i settle down here (because i do plan to settle here). and i want to do it while i'm young! anyway, i don't know if i can wait and have one year of experience here before i go flying off to another country. i've waited this long, haven't i? life's too short. if i can find a decent job in one of my dream places, i'll probably go.

just this morning i saw this movie, euro trip. it was a totally teeny movie, but ... they went all over europe!!! i was so jealous of them... anyway, they got cheap tickets to europe by becoming couriers: as in, they'd just deliver some packages when you get there--a VERY small price to pay for a cheap ticket. i mean, come on!!! anyway, i only wish they had those kinds of services in the philippines, although i doubt it!!!

when i leave (yes, "when." it makes it more real to me. heck, it is real to me), i am really really going to miss my friends and family. i only hope that people won't cut me out of their lives just because i won't be seeing them for a while. gah. argh.

tonight, i research on hawai'i. tomorrow, italy!

(as soon as i finish snow country and my thesis requirements, of course)

AN EXPLAINATION FOR MY SENIOR'S PAGE

1. right click on the link
2. choose "save target as"
3. click open or save. up to you.
4. enjoy. :)

sorry for the hassle! hehe. guess i should've explained earlier.

dunno how to embedd the flash kasi eh. someone show me how!!!

the end of friends

i just finished watching the last episode of friends, and i must say, i never EVER expected to cry while watching friends. i mean, how can you cry in that show?!

apparently, it is possible. dear gawd, those last two episodes were just... sad!!! and can i just say how sad it is that joey never ends up with anyone at all?! i guess that is what his character dictates...

anyway, i was crying at the thought of never seeing a new episode of friends... EVER. it's just been so much fun, this past decade. and i know when you say decade it sounds like a long time, but i guess friends never really got old with me. i know a lot of people say the humor is shallow and stuff, but i really couldn't care less. i had fun watching that show, and that's what's important. wow, i just realized this show started when i was 10 years old!!! washafasha!!! that was a long time ago!!!

i love friends, and i'm happy i got to watch the shows. but i'm really bummed that they're never making new episodes anymore. they're gonna be like cheers or something, where they show reruns and stuff. oh gawd.

i would have really really loved to have seen a taping of the show, but ... gah. that's quite a lot to ask for. wow. 10 years. it was just so sad to see the show end. but hello! they did have to end sometime. it's great that they ended at this point, actually, and not when they've milked it for all it's worth and people don't like the show anymore. it had to end sometime.

agh. just like college. but i will NOT go down that road for another 7 months. i just know i'll turn into a human faucet in march. gah. i'm such a baby.

so i don't just love friends. i love my friends, too.

wow. was that cheesy or what?

what the heck, it's true.

i am a slaaaaaaaave

ok, so maybe i'm not really a slave, but i did "slave over" my senior's page. i mean, OMG. ang kulit ko kasi. hindi pa ako tinamad. bagkus, ginanahan pa ako. so ngayon, puyat ako, masakit ang likod, at feel ko magkaka-carpal tunnel syndrome na ako. tapos hassle pa ilagay sa diskette dahil walang floppy drive ang laptop ko. ARGH!!! buti na lang, angel si chattie, she's gonna print out my stuff for me (yes, walang ink ang printer ko. can anything else go wrong?!).
 
anyway, here's the link to my senior's page:
 
http://us.f1f.yahoofs.com/bc/3f8aec49_174f3/bc/aegis/IS-TE012865S.SWF.swf?bftQB_ABeZdd6CRW
 
 
 

aegis hassles

AAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!! AAAAAAAHHHHH!!! i'm going crazy.
 
it's 10pm and i haven't really done anything with my aegis requirements. at first i wanted a flash presentation, but... omg, i'm so friggin lazy already!!!
 
bahala na. come what may. i might just cram this in school.
 
to do:
-photocopy snow country (although i think mau's gonna take care of that for me)
-buy history text book
-find out if we have to do anything for theo
-buy diskettes for aegis stuff
 
oh yeah. josh has a blog.

job jobs

ok. i have a lot of blog topics that i have to write, and many more required readings to do.

HOWEVER, right now, at this moment, i am plunked down in front of the TV and watching gameplan. I've thought this before, but i want it down in writing: I WANT AKIKO AND CARLO AND TRISHA AND ROVILSON'S JOBS. that is my DREAM JOB. i mean, imagine travelling all over the philippines, going on all sorts of adventures (tonight they're in Cagayan de Oro, doing all sorts of fun fun fun things in the rapids). I mean, oh my gawd. they're getting paid to do that and then talk about it. MOMMY!!!!

if only...

 

by the by, blogger's new interface is, again, wonderful

with guest stars
and the special appearance of	o

we broke the streak!!!

la salle has never lost an opening game since 1987... until TODAY!!! and it was Ateneo who broke that streak!!! HAHA!!! that was soooo sweet.

magnum and LA rocked! LA's pass to intal and... uhm... i forgot... basta -- was the absolute rocking best. magnum naman, excellent rebounding!!! he got those offensive rebounds!!!

jv casio was the eagle killer for today-- you gotta give it to the guy. he made excellent steals and made them work. basta. galeeeeeng. so was yeo, at first, but then he got so cocky in the end. (mwehehehe)

it was a fairly clean game, so i'm happy. and i was SO expecting ateneo to collapse in the fourth quarter. but NO, that's when we caught up pa nga!!! isn't that great?! so we've overcome our weakness!!! WAHOOOO!!!

anyway...

i've vegged out most of the weekend. last night, i was a total couch potato... as in the WHOLE NIGHT. i watched, among other things, america's next top model; hotshots (starring hotter than hot dead guy raymond lauchengco); clueless; big fat liar.

*whew*

and not an ounce of work has been done! aw man, i am so gonna feel the pain this week. payback! speaking of pain, my body has been through some lately, due to the purchase of a cheap hula hoop that i bought in subic in the hope that i will acquire some abdominal muscles through its continued use.

speaking of subic, i skipped my friday classes to go there. hee hee. it was totally worth it, since i saw this really nice waterfall place called el kabayo there. wahoo! plus, it was a fun day of relaxation, although the trip was hellish in its length. eew.