inbox = erased

i accidentally erased my inbox this evening. don't ask me how.

so goodbye to all those christmas and new year messages that i was holding on to. goodbye to ... i don't even remember what i was holding on to. i guess it was a good thing that happened. now i have more space in my inbox, and that annoying "No More Space For New Messages" alert won't keep coming up.

i guess i had to let go of all that junk. i'm such a pack rat 'cos i guess i try to hold on to things. like the japanese. haha. prolonging the moment. (sorry, i came from Sir Brion's class and we watched Dreams).

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Great Books is a wonderful, wonderful subject. i SWEAR!!! i mean, i was scared of sir brion at first cos everybody said he was scary, but now... i appreciate his class a lot. it's almost like i'm taking two philo classes (in which i also have a great teacher).

there was this segment in the movie where the people live in a water mill village, and there is no electricity. the dreamer asks the old man what they do at night about the dark, since there's no electricity. and the old man said "why can't the night be dark? that way we can see the stars better."

and i was just ... whoa. i have to say, i don't think that i would have really appreciated the film if sir brion didn't explain it to us. wow. oh and i always, always appreciate stuff where the central theme is living life and enjoying every moment, which is, as sir explained, how the japanese culture is. cool.

maybe my theo teacher is japanese. that class seems to go on forever that sometimes we think she warps time. jeez.

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for some reason, i want to go out somewhere where i can scream and shout and just plain go crazy and nobody will mind. there's so much energy just ... stored up. none of those places exist near where i am.